12 September 2015

Ryan is away hunting for the weekend, so I was quietly bumbling around our new home.  Then my mom called and we chit-chatted for awhile.  Then I could hear her choke up slightly as she told me that my sister's second IVF did not work.  We have been pleading for a little one for Angie and Matt.

The entire weight of my body plummeted.  Every organ dropping within.

I thanked her for telling me and quickly got off the phone.  I was seated on our dining room floor, scrapbooking old photos.  I pushed them away, put my arms to the earth, buried my face in them, and let grief wash over me for a long, long time.  This trial is so agonizing to have a loved one go through.  I want her to have a baby so so so badly.


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